Thursday, June 4, 2009

Sauna

Greetings again from Estonia.  Today's been a little unusual, as our pancake stand has been rained out for the day :-( - sad, really.  So, instead we spent the day hanging out with the Risttee staff and giving them (and I suppose, us, but we really are here to encourage and build them up) a day off.  We are about to head over to Innar's house for a prayer walk around the area of town that he lives in, and then go to hang out with more students from Risttee tonight.  

Please pray for tomorrow that the weather gets better and we can make the pancake stand work.... it has been really great for meeting people and helping us serve the students.  Unfortunately, I don't think that we have an indoor Plan B yet.  

Yesterday, as part of our activities, we invited students that we connected with and students at the church to hang out with us at Sauna last night... no strings attached.  For anyone that hasn't experienced the Estonian Sauna, there is really no good way to really explain it, and to do so may cause needless prayer requests so I won't.  I really enjoyed the experience both times we were invited to sauna and this "floating sauna" (sauna boat) thing was pretty cool (minus the skeeters, of course).  We were on this "Huck Finn" raft about 50 feet from shore which had a sauna inside and a grill outside we BBQ'd on... it was cool.  One of the students I met at pancakes came out, a really cool Physics PhD student who's going to see Michael Jackson play in London in the fall.  He had a good time hanging out.  

The Estonians say that Sauna is 10% about "sauna" and 90% social, that a lot of deep conversations happen here.  In fact, and probably not joking, sauna would represent the next step environment beyond the "kitchen" (if you're following the Northpoint "Foyer - Living Room - Kitchen" house analogy) where accountability, authenticity, and that brother to brother connection happens.  I could see that... I'm not sure what the equivalent "room" would be in American culture that would represent the level of one-on-one, transparent accountable relationship that goes deeper than small group, but the Estonians definitely have a good one.  

At the beginning of this week, Peep mentioned during our initial meeting about (in their cultural context) rethinking the concept of "church" (Sunday mornings) as the "foyer," and I had an opportunity to ask him more about that during sauna last night.  I can talk to you more about this later (it would be too deep to put in a blog post), but essentially it is difficult to make the church a "foyer" because for an Estonian the act of even going to church itself represents a much higher wall that it does in the United States.  In fact, I myself found out in conversations with students that the connotation of "the church" represents the building, control, bureaucracy, etc... things that are very unattractive to Estonians (and I can imagine for us as well).  All of these things not what Jesus called his Ekklesia (the Greek word translated "Church" in the New Testament that is literally translated "Called out ones.") to be.  So, the question exists in a country and city where people need to see the love of Jesus acted out, how will anyone see the Ekklesia if they won't visit the church?   The answer is that the Ekklesia has to go outside of the church walls and show them in their apartments, malls, workplaces, classes... serve them, love them, and shine as the lights we are in the midst of the darkness.  

This is essentially the challenge... one I am earnestly praying for them on, and praying about how I can help through encouragement, support, and (of course) prayer.  And it's also convicting me too, because I am also called to "be the Ekklesia (church)" in my world, and sometimes I admit that I don't represent so well all of the time.  I can guarantee now, that this thought will be on my mind a lot in the coming weeks/months.  I know it's been on the minds of those in our singles ministry at Buckhead Church with starting events like Giving Up Christmas and do.justice to spur this movement, so perhaps there are some ideas we can share and perhaps some things that may translate (after all, Gen Y and Millennial generation Americans have a fairly skeptical outlook on Church too).  

Anyways - I've gotta run.  I hope your day is great and thanks for your prayers!! :-)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Pankooks

Greetings from Tartu! I'm excited to be back here, and glad to report that I am now stitch-free (for those that don't know, I had to have my left foot stitched up a week ago Sunday because of an unfortunate glass accident. I actually did take the stitches out myself... it really wasn't that big of a deal. But, considering how much walking we will be doing this week, I'm really glad to have them out.

The trip so far has been really great. Very Bear-Week-esque except without the Big Ben concerts. This is final exam week for the University, so one thing that we are doing that is really bringing some smiles to the students (and great conversations) has been setting up a pancake (crepe-style) station near the library to catch students and offer them a free snack and a friendly face. We've had a chance to meet some really cool students and sometimes talk to them a little about the "why are we doing this?" question. And it really is, quite simply, that we're a group of Christians that love Jesus and really want to do something nice for you guys. I think it's catching on because we did have a crowd around our pancake tent today; the second day we've served the students in this way.

What's also been really awesome to see has been how a lot of the High School students that were involved in Risttee and attended (not led, attended) English Camp last year were really stepping out and serving/leading in what Risttee was doing.  These students made up a good bit of the worship team that led on Sunday morning (including Betti, who has a really great voice!) and most (if not all) of the KidStuf actors (Risttee has been doing KidStuf for about a year, starting a little after taking up their new residence in the Atlantis on Sunday mornings).  My heart was really encouraged to see them really involved and leading at such a young age.  Makes me think of the words Paul told Timothy when he said "Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young."  Well, they aren't.... so rock on :-).


Hope you all in the States and in Estonia reading this are doing well :-)
(I had been writing to our team blog until Tarmo told me this afternoon that he was looking here and hadn't seen anything yet... oops.)


Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Dessert Thoughts with Peep, Mart, and Tarmo (Repost from 10/30/2008)

Some thoughts... since I referenced some of the things Peep said at this dessert several times during my prep for this summer's Connections team trip :)
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Tonight after work, I made my way over to Daryl and Betsy Griswolds' condo to again have an opportunity to hang out with the friends I have made in Estonia, have some dessert (always a plus), and listen about what God is doing 7 time zones across the world. It was fun and of course great to see Peep and Tarmo again since being at English Camp in Estonia last July.

The cool thing about Daryl and Besty's place is this really huge clubhouse on the first floor of their building that is really perfect for events like this (that, and their amazing knack for hospitality). When we all arrived, the desserts were all set and we mingled for a while catching up, followed by Peep, Mart, and Tarmo each talking about Estonia, the Going Up/Risttee ministry, and what God has been doing over the last year.

What was really cool about the evening, other than seeing these friends again and hearing their stories, was the cool "déjà vu" moments I had from the evening... I'll share a couple:

At one point, Tarmo got up and talked about his cousin Ragnar and the story about how he had come to faith in Christ and about his baptism at English Camp this year... especially relating the difficulties that reaching family can be. I got a chance to meet Ragnar at English Camp and witness his baptism :)... he is a great, quiet yet strong guy with a good heart. I felt a swell of (good) pride swell up when the story was told and the pictures from the baptism was passed along. It was encouraging for me... especially to keep praying and being Christ to family and seeing what God will do in their lives.

Second, Peep told us about Daniel's rise to leadership in Going Up (he was... sadly... unable to be at dessert... boo!) and how God has been growing him. Again, I had a chance to serve with Daniel before his being given the mantle of leadership (at Bear Week in 2007) and after as he led the English Camp we attended in July. I have been able to see first-hand how much Daniel has grown and matured as a leader and I am excited to have witnessed it.... and look forward to serving with him again (praying about English Camp again) real soon.

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Thinking about all that has transpired in the past year... with heartbreaks, missions, job transition, and the like... I'm starting to see now in this season that God was working in it all to bring about His purposes... trials are in many ways God's way of strengthening our faith and letting us know that it really is He who is sustaining us... Risttee had the same story last year when they got kicked out of their facility in December and God used it to position them for greater ministry opportunities today (for a later blog for anyone who doesn't know this story).

You know (another thing that was really cool), in a moment of unscripted spontaneity, Peep said something about how God has been molding him this year and that they weren't any longer about "doing church" but about "being the church." You know, being the body of Christ out in the world loving each other and letting a world that needs to see the hope of Christ in us SEE that hope played out in our love for one another as Christians. I was really encouraged and got a little swell of pride when I heard that... it's cool when you see a people that truly get the gist of what the church is and I've seen them live it out in Tartu. This is something I hope for us at Buckhead Church and also for all of us that hope in Christ :-).

In closing... thank you Peep for coming and sharing your lives and your hearts with us here in Atlanta. And also thank you for inviting me to participate in what you are doing and what God is doing through you through Bear Week and English Camps! It has been a privilege and I look forward to serving with you again real soon. To all reading this... he encouraged us to say "YES" to participating with them... through praying for Estonia, through giving of our resources, to GOing to Estonia to serve, and through telling others what's going on... which is really my point of writing this blog tonight.


Saturday, March 28, 2009

Five Words

Today's a day that I'm spending doing some of the "administrative" preparation for my upcoming Connections trip to Estonia in June.  During my time with God this morning, I started to think about my testimony a little bit and what I would say during our team retreat when I share.   Among other things.  

Two years ago, when I went during Bear Week, each person from our team shared our "testimony in five words" which was really moving and powerful as we explained to each other the story of God as it intersected with our own stories.  I thought I would do something similar this year, except I'm finding that I would use different words this year than I did in 2007.  I believe that is in part because our relationship with Jesus is not static... and if it is growing the different seasons of our lives and dynamics of our relationship will bring out a different story... same thread of grace, forgiveness, and dependence but different paths as we have walked with God in new and fresh ways.  

So, what were my five words 2 years ago?... Feel free to read :-)  http://estoniasept07teambios.blogspot.com/2007/07/chris-willis.html

What would my words be this year?  Here's what I'm thinking:
  • Providence
  • Remembering
  • Dependence
  • Anticipating 
  • Enough
Feel free to ask "why these words?"  I'm noodling more over that over the coming weeks :-).

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Wondering what to write

Less than one week from my first team meeting with the Connections mission team I am going to Tartu with in June (leaving May 30st, actually), I am throwing around ideas about what I want to write in my support letter for this upcoming trip.  That's one item on my busy "to do list" for the next couple of weeks... also included are renewing my passport and saying "hey" to the peeps that I want to touch base with when I get over there.  But, the agony of raising support is there and it's important.  

There are a couple of reasons for this... first, I like to put some thoughts into this thing because the whole exercise is really about recruiting a support team that goes far beyond finances for the trip.  I'm really liking some of the things that Peep shared with us at the last support dinner in Atlanta about Give-Pray-Go, as well as his vision of the church being the church versus "doing church" in Estonia.  Believe me, I've got ideas... how to get these into a concise format is going to be the challenge :-)

Second, a thought I've had in my recent quiet times has been about Paul's letters to the churches... things that we today in modern Christianity analyze, go to seminary and Bible Study training classes to understand, and pour over the words to apply to our lives... but also letters that contained a significant amount of emotional capital.  For the vast majority of these letters (such as Ephesians, Galatians, Corinthians, etc.), they were written to people that Paul spent months, sometimes over a year doing life with during one of his missionary journeys... and he wasn't just writing theological treatises but instead an intensely personal letter to people whom he knew their names and could see their eyes and their smiles in his memory... 

In a way, this trip is a lot like that for me; where it's not really now about Estonia as a category anymore... it's about people... it's about Tarmo and Ragnar... it's about Daniel... it's about Evelin and Hannah and Kati and Timo... and there's more names that I can list.  People that I care about that live and truly desire to see God move in mighty ways in their city, their circles of influence, and their country.  

It's hard to convey the personal aspect in a support letter, but somehow I feel that I should.  I think it's my prayer that through this trip, that we can all touch their city in some unique way that God uses to transform a country... and even more important that we can, as Paul told the Roman church, to "impart to you some spiritual gift to make you strong - that is, that you and I may be mutually encouraged by each others' faith." (Romans 1:11-12)  I pray that you reading this, and those that read that letter that's in my head that will be in paper soon, may catch that vision and choose to participate in the way God calls them to.